secretkinx

My sexuallity and what turns me on knows no limits . Oh wait NO SCAT dont get it never will and no under age insest or sex . A lot of my kinks and dirty desires comes from my exposures and experiences in the first 16 years of my life and I wasnt aware just how much until I started experimenting with watching porn and was fascinated and intrigued why one clip out of a hundred and specific little scenes fueled my passion and made me want to cum watching it and the other 99 clips didnt interest me . The trigger for my awakening was clicking a random clip one night it was 3 minutes long home made and it was a mature woman kneeling infront of a much younger male and she was beutifully sucking and licking his cock and then he started to moan and said mum stop im about to cum and she put him in deep into her mouth and swollowed every drop then tenderly kissed his penis and smiled at him . That blew my mind . It ignited something and turned me on like nothing i had ever seen and I didnt know why and was confused that its taboo that was a mother and her son i should feel disgusted or ashamed of my self for watching it . My mother abused me terribly physically and mentally until she took her own life when i was 14 and left me on my own to journey through life and until i watched that clip i blocked her out of my mind and had nothing but hate for her . Her and my dad split up when i was 6 and before they did she was very promiscuois and had affairs which i was always witness to and would be told to lay down on the back seat under a blanket while her and her fling had sex in the front or would be put on a blanket on the floor at the end of the bed in a motel room while they had sex in the bed but i always peeked and saw her naked and heard her noises in later years as i got older i would walk out while she was having sex on the lounge or could hear her screaming and moaning in her bedroom while her man was fucking her stupid . I remember now how much i resented and hated the men that she was with because I never got any affection or a hug and i hated they did . After watching that clip i went on a search to find more mother and son sex clips and the more i found the more i understood and I started to fantasize about my own mum and craving that unique bond of unconditional love and tenderness , I have big desires to meet someone to roleplay that out with me and I would love to know from mothers that have been sexually intimate with their sons all about their experiences and what was the motivation and feelings for doing it . I dont want to die wondering I want to taste all my sexy desires , group swingers , voyerism , dogging , slave and master so here is an open invitation to you to message me and chat , educate me or have some fun .