PaulaS

Just want to explore a little at present. I know what's in my mind as a reason for coming on here but I'll see what it's all about before I start to do any more.

I've known I was different from a very young age. If I knew back then what I know now I am sure I would have taken the path to transition to my female persona fully. But, we din't have the information or support back then and I was left feeling I was alone in my desires.

I've had to adapt to a male life I probably didn't want but it's now too late to do much about it. That's not to say I don't have a few unfulfilled fantasies left, which is why I came here. Mainly to see if I could cross a few things off my bucket list :-)

I'm not looking for a date with anyone, I'm married and although my wife is understanding, she would not be happy with me seeing someone else. If I want to contact someone I will sent them a message on here, although that does not seem to do much as I've sent a dozen messages already and not got one reply !
(got bored waiting, I only got one resposne.)

I'm of the opinion there are several levels of crossdresser through to transvestite through to post-op. I believe there are those who were 'born this way' and have known throughout life that they were meant to be the opposite gender. There are also the thrill seekers who play with cross-dressing but more as a fetish and of a sexual nature. Of course, there are cross-overs in those two definitions as well, in the same way as a married woman may also be a stripper (trying to find something to compare with there). We are all somewhere on a line between male and female, I doubt that anyone can claim to be 100% of either.

If anyone wants to chat about serious stuff, not sex or fantasy meets, inbox me ;-)