filthidol

For me, sexual interest was never gender-based. Poised as I was between two genders, I became, self-determined, gender-defiant, not neuter, not gay, not bi, but inter-omni-sexual. Surely, I would have preferred to be a girl, but as I was not a boy, either, I accepted a place in-between the two. As a boy-girl, I was drawn to sex with boys and men. As a girl-boy, I was drawn to sex with girls and women. With my love of all things pink came my fascination with girls' clothes, with viewing them, fondling them, dressing up in them. I never went for the glamour, the makeup, but the essence. I kept my hair very long much of my life. I have painted my nails. I like to squat to pee. Naturally, I have always behaved, gestured, and moved more like a girl and then a woman than a boy or a man. From the earliest age, too, my father, who withheld his homosexuality from others, was openly gay with me. He had sensed that common bond, and very early on began to influence the manifestation of my sexuality. Today, clearly, openly, proudly, my sexual preference is faggot.

In an ideal world, women would only lick, tongue, suck, and fuck women; men would only lick, tongue, suck, and fuck men.

Men deemed manly enough to procreate, to breed – i.e., alpha men with big dicks, big balls, and abundant sperm, Black men – would be the only men designated to breed women. To fulfil their sexual desires and needs, inferior men – i.e., beta men with small dicks and submissive personalities – would be feminised through hormone therapy. They would serve the real male community as an adjunct to faggots, the preferred third gender, neither men, really, not at all, or women, born to serve the sexual appetites of men.

Faggots would not only exist to be fed and seeded by real men, but in addition to serving as sex slaves, would also serve as toilet slaves. Faggots, as directed by their masters, would also serve to clean up females after breeding, to eat the cum from their pussies and buttholes, to eat their menstruating pussies, and to drink their pee and eat their shit; in short, to keep their masters’ bitches happily indulged outside of the context of breeding.

No matter what I achieve, how educated, intelligent, or successful I am, I still am – still have – only two holes to be used. Besides sucking cock, licking and tonguing yummy butthole, and getting fucked, any other traits or skills I may have are useless. The only thing that matters is the number of dicks I take up your filthy fagcunt, the number of dicks I suck, the amount of cum seeding and breeding me, the amount of cum feeding me. I am a rapedoll, a fucktoy, a cockwhore, a cumslut. I exist to serve and to please cock, all cock, without question or constraint, neg or poz, preferring cocks as reckless, as dirty, as nasty, as the holes – the mouthpussy and the asspussy – I so very willingly offer to them.